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A drawing of an incident in the Woomera detention centre, made by a child in 2002

The Chilout Ambassadors

The Chilout young people's delegation to Parliament House

"Port Augusta schoolgirl Bonne Martinot visited Canberra for the first time in March 2004 to personally plead for the release of her Middle Eastern friends from immigration detention.

The 15-year-old has befriended other teenagers who attend the Port Augusta Secondary School but at the end of each day return to either the Baxter detention centre or the town's residential housing project. Bonne joined seven other teenagers, including three refugees, to lobby Immigration Minister Amanda Vanstone for the release of 158 children into the community."

"The delegation of teenagers, from ChilOut, came to Canberra armed with a petition containing 5000 signatures calling for a permanent end to child detention. Some, like Bonne, said they had suffered some harassment at school for campaigning on the detainees' behalf. Krystal McIver, 16, who attends the Wagga Wagga TAFE, said she had been threatened with suspension by her principal when she defied his instructions not to collect signatures at school."

"The teenagers described the meeting with Senator Vanstone as informative but unproductive."

"Her predecessor as Immigration Minister, Philip Ruddock, was less keen for a meeting.The smile slipped from his face when he realised they were there to protest against his policies. He made a quick exit."

Adapted from MARK PHILLIPS, The Advertiser, Friday 12 MAR 2004, Page 13

She sat there, emotionless to the pleads and tears of ours, we wept at the wounds of those who suffer from the effects of Australia's Immigration Policy.

She maybe unemotional, but she was ready ... ready to attack those who stood in the way and questioned how she could ever justify detention.

Canberra ... my mother gave me strict instructions not to dye my hair bright pink before I left. 'Canberra is big, with lots of people that have suits and just, don't ... don't dye your hair.' As Krystal said 'Yuppie Ville.'

The embassies of other nations flashed before my eyes as Hannah, Joan, Rae and myself flew past in the taxi.

I had just arrived in Canberra along with Hannah and Joan. Rae met us with a sign reading 'ChilOut'. We talked and gossiped like old friends, looking at our surroundings.

Canberra was so neat and tidy. Very professional, but good enough for a home.

Rae and Gerry were kind enough to lend over a room for me to share with Fabienne. Not to mention a room each for Hannah and Joan and then made sure we were at the places we were supposed to be on time and ready.

I met with Hannah and Joan at Melbourne airport just an hour before. Hannah was from Victoria and Joan was from Tasmania. They write to detainees on Nauru, Hannah writes also to some in Baxter and well, both are just passionate about helping asylum seekers.

Hannah was in the Girlfriend magazine, in Girlfriend of the year. I was so happy to see her in that magazine, oh my goodness, there are normal people out there, I thought. But when I told her that at the airport, I mean, because we had just met I don't think she fully understood how happy I was to see her in that magazine.

Once at Rae and Gerry's house, after the introductions and shown around the place, the three of us retreated in the room I was going to share with Fabienne. Hannah and I sat watching Joan quickly type a letter on the computer to Amanda VanStone.

We all spoke of our towns and schools, what they were like and our families.

It wasn't long until we were at the restaurant. Once inside, I met everyone. Alanna, Dianne and Mary, ChilOut organizers, then the rest of the ambassadors, Krystal, Sayed, Fabienne, Nahid and Zahra. Sylvanna came too, from the UNCHR.

We all talked, ate food and took photos. The food was delicious, it was Turkish and like nothing I had ever eaten before. I asked Zahra about a roll, 'What is this?' - 'What?,' was her reply, 'haven't you eaten this before?'

Then after, we spoke about what we would say and received bags with some bits and pieces, a t-shirt which everyone would wear the next day. I had another in my bag. This was my shirt, this was everything.

Sayed asked to see it. He picked it up, looking at it, 'it's beautiful.' 'Yes,' Zahra agreed. She began to read it.

As we spoke of what we would say, I could feel the butterflies already! We joked though, that Tanya Plibersek may kiss us tomorrow, but we doubt that Andrew Bartlett would. Okay, I thought, he must be shy. 'What if we kiss him?' I asked.

Parliament, that was the big day.

It also was the day before a year, when I first met those 10 teenagers from Baxter. If anyone had told me, 'Bonne, in just a year, you will be going to Parliament in effort to help these teenagers and many more children you will soon be-friend,' I don't think I would seriously believe it. I didn't even believe it when I was there in Canberra.

I was so nervous. Standing at the back entrance of Parliament at 7:30am with that big white t-shirt that had been written all over in Persian and Arabic. The names of my friends and some of their family, on the back in big letters reads 'Freedom' and then in Persian, 'Azardi', and a giant butterfly sits in the front of my shirt.

Gerry and I were the first there. It was cold enough and we watched the hot air balloons float by. Then Krystal arrived, followed by Sayed and Dianne. Soon enough, our whole group was there.

We were constantly being told to move by security, move here, and move there. As we were walking by, a TV camera was filming us. I smiled and gave the peace sign; I guessed 'metal fingers' might not be appropriate.

Well, I'll have you know, I had plenty of butterflies in my stomach when Dianne put me on the phone to ABC radio.

The ABC interview was easy and relaxed. It really eased the anxiety I had caused myself. I just didn't know what to say, how to say, but I was just relieved. The guy on the phone asked me simple questions and they were all easy enough.

When entering the Parliament, we had to sign in. Get tags, go through the security, that kind of stuff. We were all told we all always had to have an escort everywhere we went or we would be thrown out.

Soon after, we (Krystal, Hannah, Joan, Sayed, Fabienne, Zahra, Nahid, myself, along with Dianne, Mary and Alanna) were sitting in a small office around a table. Minister Vanstone walked in and sat down, followed by what I think was 'a spokesman'.

On the table was orange juice, tea and glasses, and then there were these rolls. Like pastry, covered in icing sugar and in the middle filled with bits of chocolate.

Oh, dear, Amanda Vanstone had served us orange juice and chocolate croissants.

'Ah, help your selves,' Minister Van Stone said, 'As always what doesn't get eaten will be finished by the boys.'

She was casual, straight out, and bluntly reminded me of someone. Carefree, I know if that it if she wasn't the face of the Immigration Policy, I suppose I would probably get along with her ways fine.

We sat down (in the order as I said above), I begun my little story. I so lost for words a bit, I just didn't know what to do. I think I said something like,

'Hi, I am Bonne. I am 15 and have friends that are at Baxter or housing. I am here just to try and help them. They have taught me lots of their language, as this t-shirt has all their names because I didn't know when I'd see them again for maybe six-weeks.'

The Minister said:

'Why? Where the hell had you gone?'

I replied with 'the Christmas holidays, I only rely on excursions to see them. Thank you for giving out some bridging visas.'

She then turned her attention to Nahid. The poor love, beautiful and sweet as any thing told her unfortunate tale. A refugee from Afghanistan, spending 8 months in detention and now, plagued by the fear of her TPV running out within 6 months.

All eyes turned to Zahra, who was crying. The tears streamed down her face that before was so bright and happy. Zahra was unable to speak and Nahid, then too, began to cry.

I held Nahid's hand. I reached over and touched Zahra's hand. I let go from her and held on to Nahid.

Please stop crying, I thought, please, just stop suffering.

The circle continued of our stories, I concentrated on Nahid. I then looked up to see Sayed speaking his story, so true but unbelievable and then I saw Joan. Her eyes were filled with tears.

Damn table, I thought. I wanted to reach out to her too, but instead I held Nahid's hand and she gave me a quick squeeze.

Soon enough, Minister Van Stone begun to speak. All her stories and tales of the policies, the pass of stories that detention is because of people smugglers, though Hannah mentioned, 'a country who locks up children, for a means of border protection has something seriously flawed with it's policy.'

She began to speak that 'those in detention are not important, Australia takes 12,000 refugees in Offshore programs. They come here, they have money to pay smugglers then tough luck they are not important what so ever.'

How? I thought, how could anyone say that? If someone begins a series of 'slag-offs' about asylum seekers like that, I immediately think of the children.

I thought of that woman, who at this point had turned evil, walking up to my little friends pointing to them, crushing them and saying, 'hey you are not important.'

It was now almost four years! To suffer as a child, that age in detention.

And that was her way of justifying the system.

'Excuse me Minister,' I asked her, 'How? How can you say that? To an eight-year-old, a seven year old, a four ye....' I stumbled on my words and just slowed down.

I spoke to her softy, not in a tone to fight, but she took it the wrong way and snapped, 'I don't ask for a one on one debate with you, I give up my time and I don't want a debate.'

I said under her voice, 'No, no I understand that, but ....'

She turned and began talking about how Australia is so kind and her 'spokesperson' started up a story of people sleeping your lawn.

Didn't want a fight, or a debate. I hoped no one was upset at me for upsetting the Minister.  I just wanted her to see and understand there are people there. I just wanted to know if she could really follow through with how she justified detention.

Nahid made me feel more relieved, she still had hold of my hand. I was glad though; her and Zahra seemed not to be crying any more.

The meeting finished. We posed for photos and I apologized to the Minister.

'Sorry, I wasn't in for a debate,' I said.

'Oh, it's alright, you have your say and I have mine,' she replied. I then made sure I handed her the booklet I had typed up before to give to the politicians and took a picture of her and Sayed.

We all then met with the Shadow Immigration Minister Stephen Smith. He told how the children should be released from detention and fathers will go through the 'graduating stages' so then he will be qualified to live with his children and family in the Housing Project.

All these promises, how fake would they show if and when Mark Latham's party gets power. These promises, these stories ... these people.

They are not animals; they need protection and definitely not a 'graduation' whilst in detention.

He then disappeared to some other meeting and we left also, to meet with Senator Linda Kirk.

She was lovely. She sat with us, listens and spoke to us gently. She asked about our encounter with Minister VanStone. She laughed and said, 'Yes, I thought she might say something like that.'

I felt relieved to speak with her, after the tension caused by the 'debate' with Minister Vanstone.

We then met with the Shadow Minister for Children and Youth Affairs, Jacinta Collins. As I explained about the housing and the depression surrounding the families, she was quiet and seemed to feel depressed also at the plight of asylum seekers.

Krystal began a story, sadly about losing her stepfather, but compared it to how fathers are unable to live in housing and expressing the added trauma that children would already suffer.

When I met Krystal, and she began to talk, I could feel her fire inside. She had this amazing amount of energy, which equaled with her compassion of helping others. Along with her saying, 'freedom is not a right or given, freedom is a birth,' she was willing to give herself up 'to live behind wire, just so another child can be free.'

My stomach began rumbling uncontrollably, which I thought seemed a little embarrassing, but laughed it off. Senator Collins told us, 'I know how you feel, it happens to me too.'

We left to meet with the Minister for Children and Youth Affairs Larry Anthony. We sat down in this big room at a big table and these big comfortable chairs. There was also morning tea there, only biscuits, but for me it was more appetizing then what Amanda VanStone had served.

A man arrived and apologized, Minister Anthony was unable to be here and he himself will take notes that will be given to the Minister.

We all started one by one our stories and parts to say. Sayed expressed the feelings of people and children on a TPV, 'three years,' he said, 'without your family, your wife or children. Not three days or three weeks, three years.'

I spoke about how the youth is, maybe, just un-knowing. There are children behind that wire, that's a home for them. People just don't understand. 'The youth must even have some information there, to begin to learn and understand what is different. We can benefit. I have learnt bits of Dari, Persian and Arabic,' I said, then standing to show my t-shirt, Zahra beckoned me turn around show the back of it also.

We are just falling apart, I felt.

Somewhere along the way, we all stopped. Some went to the toilet but Joan, Krystal and I found ourselves outside John Howard's office. Alanna took a picture of us, being feral in front of the sign that read The Hon John Howard MP.

Just then, the door opened. We pounced at this man and said, 'John Howard.' It wasn't him, it was another man who smiled at us, but no doubt thought we were somewhat queer.

We then made our way to the Human Rights Sub-Committee. Even though, through some parts, different people had to leave to go and vote, then vise-versa. The group's chairperson was Senator Marise Payne, but everyone knows Natasha Stot Despoja. And she was there, too.

I began at the front. Introduced myself, handed a copy of the booklet I had to them and began.

"As far as human rights goes ... well, look I have friends in detention and I have seen them the way the public does. I have seen friends, just by chance, on TV, screaming. It's not good. It's not a place for anyone."

"At school, they come like any other student. They live for now and I know them for who they are ..." I said. I can't remember if that was fully what I said, or how I finished it. I just knew they had to do something.

It was a Human Rights Committee, the situations placed before asylum seekers can be somewhat appalling and atrocious.

Fabienne spoke after me. Fabienne is a very nice girl and polite. Diannemotion and what was so true.

Hannah saying the sad facts, of how she has watched her pen pal slowly deteriorate.

Sayed retold his story, with his line, 'we do not come here for fun; we don't come here for a picnic. We are not terrorists, we run from them.'

I can hear Zahra's voice, how she was saying, 'the Taliban are hungry for blood.' Again the poor girl broke down and cried.

Ms. Plibersek herself did also. Some journalists' sat quiet and some looked on.

Krystal spoke of how the school 'supported' her. Not very well for her at all. She received detentions for collecting signatures and was also threatened with suspension.

I spoke of how I felt, somewhat I re-call saying, 'I just collected the signatures through my class. Some [thought] it was good and easy people were willing to sign it. Others thought asylum seekers have no right here.

'I heard that we should drown them all,' upon saying that I hear a little gasp, I am sure of it and I turn look at the journalists on my left and begin again, 'I am sad when I hear that. Any comments like that, because I always think of the little children and on that day I thought of my friend ... she was just born into detention, that's her life.'

I shook my head and Dianne asked me to stand and explain my shirt.

I did so; looking toward the camera pulling my shirt, so by any chance all the names would be visible.

'My shirt I made with some of my friends before school holidays started. That was for six weeks and I only rely on excursions so I didn't know when I'd see any of my friends again.'

'Then when I learnt I would be going away I got all of their names.'

'Here is the butterfly,' I said running my fingers over the fabric paint. I looked towards who I think was Dianne and a journalist.

'This is because how I feel about my friends. To me they mean so much and are so delicate, like for you if you have a butterfly.'

I looked back at the camera and stared into the lens, 'And you should never keep a butterfly in a jar and if any of my friends should be listening,' I raised my voice a little louder and clear, 'Du Sed Deram.'

The camera went off and everyone began to get up. Over the bustle, a woman called to me, 'can I get a translation?'

I called back, 'I love you.'

Dianne showed me to the man from the Advertiser and I spoke with him for a little bit.  Everyone was moving and bustling about, but a photographer caught us and got us together. He stood up on the window shelf, and just kept clicking this camera.

After that had finished, we were getting all our things together, putting tags back on and Sayed said, 'Philip Ruddock.' I looked up and said loudly, 'Philip Ruddock.'

Unbelievably, he looked up, waved and gave this big smile towards us. I grabbed my bag, for the camera, but Mr. Ruddock had ducked through this door.

'Where did he just go?' Joan said. The door was market with Exit. She went over and pushed it open, and yes, it was an exit and Philip Ruddock was nowhere to be seen.

The press started to leave and we begun to move on, we were going to watch 'question time' in Parliament.

All these people had begun arriving to watch it also. Lots of school groups, little kids, teenagers, tourists.

We all had to put ALL our belongings in a big bucket. Cameras, mobile phones, bags, drinks, papers, everything you had. You were only allowed in with just yourself. The bucket was then handed over to security.

I started saying, uh, nice things about John Howard in Farsi to Sayed, and when Mary asked what I had said, Sayed begun to interpret me. 'Nakon, nakon,' I told him (don't do that). We both smiled and I gave Mary a cheeky grin.

We went through another security and a woman gave us strict instructions. 'Don't talk, no talking. Don't move around, okay? If any more than two of you stand up at once, don't okay? It will be taken as a protest and you all will be thrown out.'

We all walked in and sat down. You could look down and see everyone in the Parliament. John Howard, Mark Latham, that treasurer, Alexander Downer, all those people on TV were just down there. Even Philip Ruddock had re-appeared.

I covered my mouth I couldn't believe it. I sat there in awe looking at those little politicians.  They were just like children, fighting, fighting, fighting and when one party thought one member had made a good comment, they all chime out a, 'ooooe.' Much like the sound in cricket, when you know Australia does something.

I relaxed more and Joan asked to get up, she wanted to get a piece of paper that was given to you when you come in.

The paper shows where everyone in Parliament sits.

Joan was allowed and as she walked past me, I whispered, 'protestor, protestor.' She brought us back each a paper, and I had a look at it.

How boring would it be to be down there, I thought. It was good, but they just continually fight and bicker.

Tanya Plibersek was sitting there. She turned around to look up at us, along with two other women. They gave us big smiles and waved.

A security guard soon informed us, we must go.  We stood up and John Howard looked on at us.

He sat there with his beady eyes and baldhead. Sayed waved to him, while I smiled and blew John Howard a kiss.

Thanks a lot Johnny, I said to myself, thanks for the cut and paste letter. It was now proven, I don't know if he read his mail but he didn't reply himself. All the effort I put to send something to him, Joan took one look at it and said, 'hey I got that letter too.'

Once we had our belongings, we went outside to the front entrance of Parliament. You can look up the hill, and following along this giant road was the war memorial. There was this platform you could stand on, covered in an Aboriginal painting, even though it was not elevated, around the platform was running water.

There was like a bridge across to it, not that it looked like one.

Dianne again put me on the phone to ABC radio. It was another man and he was going to record it and play it again later. I went through okay with the interview, I dobbed Larry Anthony in for not coming to the meeting and included in how Hannah and Joan had seen him jogging that morning.

Then we got our certificates and moved away from the Parliament, across the road to just a lawn area.

It felt like we were there forever, but not long enough. 'I don't want to say bye,' Zahra said. 'We wont say bye then,' I told her, 'we'll just say catch ya later.' Nahid asked if I go through Sydney, but since I don't she said, 'if you ever come to there, I will get you and you can come to my house.'  Sayed asked if we would all write, of course was my reply.

It was time for us to go. I hugged everyone, but Hannah and Joan.  Fabienne, Zahra, Sayed and Nahid got into, I think was, Alanna's car.  Krystal went with either Dianne or with her grandparents.

Hannah, Joan and myself jumped into Mary's car to head to the airport. The security guards were starting to walk towards us. They looked angry, so I waved and blew them a kiss too!

After checking in, the four of us sat at an airport café. We spoke of the day and Mary congratulated me, 'Good job on Amanda VanStone, now we know she can handle the pressure.' 'Oh, gee, I didn't want a fight,' I smiled, and then walked off with Hannah to the pay phone.

When we returned, Joan and Mary were waiting for us. A man stopped Joan and got the ChilOut website from the back of her t-shirt. Mary said how the people sitting behind us overheard and commented us. They said they'd also heard it on the radio. So that was maybe Fabienne speaking or me.

We arrived in Melbourne. Hannah was greeted by her parents, as she left I told her any time she was heading through Pt. Augusta to see her pen pal again, to let me know. She wished both Joan and I good luck.

It was now just Joan and me. 'I felt a little sad, when I was coming back,' she said.

'Really? So did I,' I replied. My plane was called to board.

'Bye,' I said and hugged her. 'See you,' she replied. Joan had another hour to wait.

I got on the plane and sat down. I was feeling a little sad it was just so strange. Just yesterday, I was meeting everyone and it was just ... now I was alone.

A woman sat next to me. 'Oh, I love your shirt, did you make it?' She asked. She was like the first woman I met on the flight to Melbourne. I smiled at her and explained.

'Wow,' she said and gave me her attention.

It was only an hour's flight and I found myself walking through the open airport runway. It's true how they say Adelaide airport is disgusting.

The noise of the all aeroplanes engines were so loud and the wind whipped through the path where arrives were supposed to walk.  I wriggled a little in my shirt, I'd never worn it out before, it is so special to me. I felt so strange, weird, maybe alone.

When I finally walked into the airport terminal, I took a deep breath.

Holy Shit, I thought, Holy Shit, I did not just do that.

The Wish for a ladybird...

19 Dec 2003

I missed one of the questions on the sheet, the one that said, "What would you might say to Amanda Vanstone?"

I'm a little gutless at times, but one thing I might say or put as a point, was what happened a little while back...

I was spending some time with a little friend of mine, that's in detention (her age is seven). We were just sitting around at the pool one day, she and other children were on an excursion and then all of a sudden I spotted at ladybug on her hand. I held her hand up so she could see it.

It was quite a beautiful sight, now I remember it, we both had our hands together and this little ladybug flew off.

Both of us smiling, my dear friend looked at me said, "When a lady bug flies from you, you can make a wish."

"Well, it was both on our hands so we can both make one," I said to her smiling. "I wish for..." she said, and then another word she seemed dared not to speak.

I was smiling at her and said. "Hey, aren't you going to tell me? Oh well."

She came and put her arms around me and whispered "I wish for visa".

Okay, so who said if you tell some one your wish it wont come true? Yes, but what kind of a country would do that to a seven-year-old girl?

I have a six-year-old sister ... would she wish for that? No, a puppy, a kitten, a pool and maybe her ears pierced.

Is this something a child should worry about?

I wonder ... do you know what I wished?

Sending messages of hope

The Advocate

Ulverstone youth speaks out for asylum seekers

By Kellie White
March 2004

You can hear the emotion in Joan Cortez-Baird's voice as she speaks of the treatment of young detainees and her plight to give them hope.

A staggering concept considering Joan is just 17 years of age.

Regularly writing to eight Iraqi and Afghani detainees in Nauru to offer support, the Ulverstone-based Filipino-Australian was also a Tasmanian ambassador for Chilout (Children Out of Detention) in Canberra last week.

ChilOut consists of people opposed to the mandatory detention of children in Australian immigration detention centres, such as Nauru.

As one of the youngest students at the University of Tasmania's Cradle Coast campus, Joan's long-term goal involves securing a career in international law or politics in the hope of being able to, somehow, make a difference.

In the short-term, her Canberra adventure last Thursday with eight other Australians was to highlight to the Federal Government the human aspect of being an asylum seeker and detainee.

Joan said the group presented a petition of 5000 signatures from people aged under 18 who were against young children being in detention centres.

After meeting numerous government ministers, Joan said she did not feel satisfied with the responses.

"I want to tell them that (the detainees are) human, but the government fails to see that side of them," she said. "They're just like you and me."

"I see them as heroes, because they still care despite it all."

"One of the people in our group had been detained and she was not bitter."

"She's only on a temporary protection visa and could be sent back at any time, but all she wants to do is get an education so she can help other people."

While having spent seven months writing to detainees, it was not till the Canberra trip that Joan actually met someone who had undergone the treatment she had read about.

"It certainly opened my eyes more" she said, "There's such an uncertainty there."

"During the trip we had breakfast with Amanda Vanstone."

"We had two (detainee) members there talking about what Afghanistan is like and Amanda Vanstone saying if they don't like Nauru then they could go back to their country any time they wanted."

"How could she say that after these two people said what it was like.

"I am angry at the government and how they're using this for political gain."

Joan said she never expected to have been selected for ChilOut's Canberra adventure"I think I got selected because I told them what I did" she said.

What Joan does is write to eight young detainees to offer them some degree of hope.

"A lot actually started writing to me in the end," she said."

"They're mostly Iraqi, but there are a few Afghanis as well."

"It's opened a new door for me - I never knew about it till I wrote to them."

"It's hard conditions for them to endure and they're always worried. I always want to comfort them."

"They say to me 'thank you, that you're feeling for our people'."

"It's really depressing. They are there for three years at the detention centre and so I want to make them feel better during that time."

For more information on ChilOut, visit